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21 February 2012

as far as i can understand.

Theology.  It’s a scary word.  Sometimes I avoid all questions about theology as if they were the bubonic plague (or an ex-girlfriend).  But, there is certainly a lot of importance for theology, and there is a place for it.  It’s important for our theology, as the Church, to be sound, explainable and correct (at least as far as we can know it to be).  But…let us remember, correct theology does not make you right with God.  Nor does it prove to be much value in leading others to Christ when what you’re concerned with is ‘being right’.  After all, Jesus was 'right' in every sense of the word, and He still went to the cross.

          Yes, have a sound understanding of biblical theology, but do not use it as a tool to beat others into submission to Christianity.  Instead, remember what Paul says, “knowledge puffs up, but loves builds up” and “If anyone imagines that he knows something, he does not know as he ought to know.”  (1 Cor 8) There is much we do not know guys…learn to be ok with that.  God is yet a mystery.  Live in the mystery of what he offers us – the Life of Jesus in us.  And share that love, because that is the only thing that will move people.
                 
          As far as I can understand, Christ’s theology was this…He is the only Way to Life.  In Him alone is the Truth and a Life worth living…and only by believing in Him, are our broken lives restored to God.  Now some might say that we are not broken and in no need of restoring ourselves to God, but whoever says this should only speak for Himself because I know that I am in desperate need of saving and when I look around the world I see the same thing in nearly every person I’ve ever met or even seen from afar.  So I tend to believe that the person who thinks this way is only fooling himself and living in, what may be, sincere denial of what his heart may already know is true…that he is a man (or woman) in need of help.  Most likely, he is too afraid, or more likely, too hurt, to admit this.  And sadly, this is something that Jesus also said would happen…that many would reject Him.  And how “blessed is the man who is not offended by Me.”  Yet so many are offended!…but I don’t think they are actually offended by Jesus.  Follow me in this...is it not that they are usually offended because they have their theology of Jesus wrong?  Or perhaps they are offended in the manner Jesus was presented to them?  Or that just maybe they are offended by someone who follows Jesus and has then turned that offense towards Jesus?  So maybe this isn’t their fault?  I mean, let’s think about it, Jesus has been presented so wrongly by so many well-meaning people, some even calling themselves Christians, that it’s no wonder that so many are turned off to the idea of Christianity.  If one were to truly encounter Jesus, or even just someone who was truly a disciple of Jesus (and by disciple I mean someone who Jesus is living in and through, which of course is the only way that anyone could ever really be a true Christian) then I would think that that person would walk away thinking they have just met the truest and most real person they had ever met…that this person was the least judgemental and most loving person they had ever encountered…that this individual had a peace and an easiness about them that made one think they were truly happy, but not in the outward showy kind of way, but in the inward deeply abiding kind of way.  Or that the person had such an overflowing joy, as one who has experienced hardship and pain, yet has emerged with such a deep strength and hope, that joy is merely the byproduct of some truth that they are actually living instead of just believing. 

Wouldn’t that be something?  Yes it would…

          Look at Jesus in scripture…He didn’t really seem to be too big on theology at all.  In fact, He seemed to rather like turning much of the modern theology of His time on its head.  He talked to people he wasn’t supposed  to talk to…and touched people He wasn’t supposed to touch…and healed people in ways and at times when He wasn’t supposed to heal.  So what was He saying though all this?  Well, maybe it’s just as simple as this…  “We are all broken…and we need saving...and He’s the Man for the job.”  

          He was broken for us, so that He, and He alone, could save us.  We have no choice in the matter of how we are to be saved…this is the only Way.  We didn’t invent the Way, God did…so our choice is whether we choose to accept His Way or not.  That is what saves us…and no amount of good deeds, which God deems as filthy rags so long as they are intended to be some sort of penance for our bad deeds, or even worse, as earning something  with God.  But here’s the thing…Jesus’ theology goes on to say that His Way is harder…in fact it is narrow.  And our way, the easier way, is pretty wide.  That His Way will take us to places that are far outside of what we think is comfortable and safe, but God has little concern for our comforts, as we think of them, and is more concerned that we are becoming more like His Son.  In fact, if we choose His Way, we may experience pain, get made fun of, we may lose that job we really wanted, or not make as much money as we thought we should, we may have to go places we never wanted to go, we might have to stand up for something we know is right even if we are standing alone, we might be struck with cancer, or lose a loved one, or even die ourselves…there’s a chance we might face persecution, or even be put on a cross…after all if Jesus experienced much pain, and then died on a cross, why would we think to experience different from the One we are following?  And yes, we are to follow.  Here’s where theology turns from believing to doing.  We are not leaders anymore (at least not in the sense we were before), now we are followers.  Jesus says we are to follow him…that if we truly believe in Him, then we are to follow.  We are no longer the authority over our lives…now He is.  Truth is, if we really ever thought we were the authority over our lives, we were just fooling ourselves…when there is a God who created us (along with everything we walk on and see and touch and breathe) who can snatch us off of the earth at any second that He chooses, and promises to accomplish His will whether we allow Him to or not…well, then we were never truly the authority over our lives we thought we were.  And the very heart and mind which allows us to reject Him, is the very ones He gave us to begin with…so really, what He is offering is the chance to willingly join Him and be restored to our place as sons and daughters to Himself…a place where He will guide us and reveal His love to us and help us to be of the likeness of His Son.  And in turn, we become more ourselves than we have ever really been.  But we can reject Him…it’s our choice.  He loves us enough to allow us to have our way if we choose…the wide way is an option…but don’t forget that He has warned us, “the wide way leads to death.”   And He has provided the Way out.  Yet this only happens when we believe and follow.  Don’t forget to ‘count the cost’…because when we follow Him…well, it can get tough.  But He promises to be with us to the end of the age, and that we will never have to do anything alone.  In fact, nothing in Heaven and earth can separate us from His love.  A love that is deeper and stronger and calms the storms of life, and the storms in us, and shapes our hearts to be able to love others in ways we never thought possible...

          So when I think about the theology of Jesus...and I write it out and put it in words as best I know how…well, it seems to me, this is a far cry from the theology of some very well-meaning people…  

Maybe it’s time to rethink your theology??



31 January 2012

sometimes the proof is where you least expect it...

why is it that we are so quick to, and find it so easy to, latch on to anything that explains away God; yet so reluctant to do the same with other things that are not of God...?  i think the answer lies where we least expect it...

and maybe it's this...  there is an Enemy.
and that adversary, is constantly using every manner of deception, to decieve us into believing anything but God.  and once we are off believing in something else, he is perfectly content with letting us go on in our ignorance with little to no resistance.

at this point, only the immense grace of God can awaken us from these spells of God-ignorance.  and it usually comes in the form of some sort of wound to our souls, or breaking of our hearts, or illness or tragedy that awakens our sleeping faith from the depths of deadness.

think about it...you wanna get close to money...? you don't find much resistance do you?

how bout girls?
how bout work?
try knowledge?
bury your head in your iphone?
or get your comfort in a starbucks triple mocha expressalatte...
______________ insert your thing here.

point is...we are perfectly free to draw near to anything we want.  and really, most things are pretty easy to draw near too....only problem is, as we all find, those things don't last.  they're temporary.

but...try and draw near to God...what do you get?  resistance.  the Enemy throws every excuse in the world your way to explain away the truth of Jesus...and the sad part....we listen.

when you really look at what's happening here...you begin to see some traces of light through the fog.  see, in actuality, the Enemy shows his hand in his eagerness to explain God away, and, in turn, shows us that there is a God whom he is trying to keep us from.

so next time seventeen excuses fill your mind when you begin to ponder the reality of God, remember that there is an Enemy trying to keep you from believing...and remember that Jesus is revealing His truth to us everyday in that still, small voice that is stonger, and quieter than the all the other voices speaking to us.



22 January 2012

'with Him' not 'for Him'.

to say that we are doing things for God is to imply we're doing it on our own apart from Him. rather what we should be after is to do things with God. what do you think Jesus meant when He said 'take my yoke upon you and learn from me.' He was saying 'let's do this together.' what God is after more than anything is for us just to be with Him. its not that He needs us...that would be a fairly arrogant way to look at our relationship with the almighty One. rather He chooses to work through us and in us because He loves us more than we could ever know. so don't worry about doing 'things' for a God who already has everything as if your fulfilling some silly quota of God-service...instead, just be with Him and see what He does with you.


20 January 2012

a jealous kind.

some lyrics worth reading.



a video worth watching.


10 January 2012

couple notes on faith...

i had a friend once tell me that, 'the way he sees it, as long as people get fulfilled out of it, it doesn't matter what they worship...they can worship a tree and get fulfilled and its all the same...'  and this is a guy i love (in a totally dude way)...he's an awesome dude, and i'm not mentioning this to ridicule his thinking or anything like that...actually, i get it...totally get that thought.  it's this idea that, as long as it works for you, then it's cool.  it's this post-christian era mindset that anything goes and all faiths are created equal, cuz hey, we're all going to the same place anyway, right...  seems like it kinda makes sense when you think about it.  i mean, wouldn't it be easier if it just were that way.  that it didn't really matter what you believed as long as you believed in something....

maybe a part of me wishes that was how it worked...sure would make it a lot easier to look around at a world so lost and so broken and just shrug my shoulders and say, 'eh, it's all the same...you're god is as good as mine...see you on the other side...'  then i would know that a lot of my friends and people i know and love that don't know this Jesus that i know, would still be going to heaven, even though they don't know Him, or even believe in Him. it would be a lot easier to think that way.

but what if that's just not true...after all, the easy way is rarely the real way.  what if it mattered not if you had faith, but what you were putting your faith in.  see this is where the power of faith really lies.  it's not if you have faith...lots of people have 'faith'.  people put their faith in all kinds of things...some put it in the stock market.  some put it in their job.  some put it in gods, or goddesses, or...trees.  some put it in their friends, family...themselves.  some put faith in tomorrow.  some just have faith in faith.  all of it amounts to pretty much....well, nothing.  see faith in itself does not get you anywhere....not anywhere you wanna go that is.

 the lie.
'something, somewhere out there will save me in the end, and in the meantime it's all really just the same thing in a different package.' 

so why bother with....truth?

because my friend, the truth will set you free.

so here's what it comes down to...what are you putting your faith in?  that tree ain't gonna do much for you, so why would you worship that?  now i'm kinda joking about the tree-worship (though there probably is some out there that do worship trees or something) but wouldn't you rather worship the One who made the tree rather than the tree itself?  i mean, give me that God!  that's the one i want to put my faith in...not the one someone just made up somewhere along the line.  or the one that just works for me.  i want the real deal.  the eternal, everlasting, all-powerful, mighty, holy, merciful God full of grace and love.

it matters not if you have faith...it matters what you are putting your faith in.  put your faith in Jesus...He is the only one who saves.  that's it.  faith anywhwere else is no faith at all.  

what are you putting your faith in today?


31 December 2011

love is...

love is...

what lights our way,
what we all seek,
what we all need.

it's the only thing that can save us.
the one thing,
in all the world
worth fighting for...

it's what makes all that this world offers,
seem worthless.
and all that love offers,
seem pricless...

it reminds us
that love is
the only thing worth dying for,
and the only thing worth living living for.


1 john 4.16  'God is love.'



suss the vid from warren barflield.  great song.

much love.

22 December 2011

the disciple's walk.

i shared this with the guys the other night in our disciple class.  (what's disciple class? ...learning to be disciples and to make disciples. matt 4.19  matt 28.19)

this is a kind of narrative taken from 4 different scriptures of what i would call a disciple's walk.


a disciples walk.

if you die to yourself,
and follow Me,
(john 12.24-26)
learn to abide in Me, My love, My word
you will bear much fruit,
(john 15.5-5)
and you will find rest,
for My yoke is easy
and My burden is light,
(matt 11.28-30)
and for the one who conquers,
I will grant him to sit on the throne
at the right hand of the Father.
(rev 3.20-21)

it's never a matter of trying harder...of moral striving.  God has already come for us...you don't have to reach Him.  it's a matter of surrending more.  let Him have you.

so good...

God is so good.  for real...just. so. good.  i can't begin to imagine how big His grace really is.  i look at myself and how much i mess up and the mess that i often feel like i am i turn to God and He reminds me that He loves me...and that i'm His.  wow...how can i not love a God who is that good!? a.maze.ing.

 
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